January 2011
1 post
tonight i made a playlist on grooveshark titled “high school” full of brand new and taking back sunday. tomorrow morning i’m having breakfast with sarah at panera and i have a free coffee or smoothie. monday i start my senior internship and senior year of college. weird!!
April 2010
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justin: Type in the word into your itunes. First... →
everydaymisconceptions:
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happy: “beat down in the key of happy” - four year strong
sad: “palisade” - blacklisted
love: “love song” - blood for blood
hate: “some kind of hate” - blood for blood
light: “a blight of mental health” - ceremony
dark: nothing popped up lol
good: “a little bit…
i’m bored. this looked fun. here’s mine:
happy: ashanti - happy ( lol that...
March 2010
2 posts
tonight i attended an AA meeting for a class. fucking loved it and it completely solidified my ambition to work in drug and alcohol recovery.
spring break next week. awesome?
show this thursday at up or on the rocks. fun should be had.
also carrie underwood was awesome. idgaf, i love country. i now love craig morgan. don’t judge!
lmfao. um, when you and i met, your girlfriend was in 2nd grade. aha!
February 2010
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reasons why this week sucks:
my nana died. (great grandma)
my work is closing on march 31st.
my video store is closing.
my boyfriend had to work last minute.
i’m angry and in a super shitty mood.
fuckkkkkkkkk
ps call me when it’s past your girlfriend’s bedtime/curfew haha
January 2010
1 post
loving the h.i.m. cover of chris issak i don’t wanna fall in love with you
December 2009
2 posts
ughhh
after a shitty weekend filled with a horrible cold and a sprained wrist i had one of my weird episodes again. that was at probably 12 and my lower abs hurt still. cool. idk what’s going on, probably end up going to the doctor tomorrow! yay!
soooo random update/list :
end of semester tomorrow/moving out friday
back to work at shaw’s
make tattoo appt
get bangs/haircut
get a bar job training (crossing my fingers for dewey’s)
September 2009
4 posts
it is unimaginable how much life changes in one single short year. sucks, actually.
im now the proud owner of a pill organzier. i have to take alternating doses of the same medication plus two pills i take at night. yay.
im becoming increasingly annoyed with my roommate. she is so messy and wasting the space of the room. she basically takes over the room. she washes her clothes every fucking night and lets them drip onto the floor. also i think she’s using the soap i put...
whatthefuck. just got my bloodwork results and turns out i have a whole slew of new shit wrong with me. yay! first of all i need an ultrasound on my neck. i have a fibroid/bump thing on there that i knew i had for years that every other doctor told me was a swollen gland that never went down. secondly i have a thyroid problem which i need to be medicated for. annnd lastly i have high cholesterol....
i just started paxil saturday. so far i haven’t noticed much. i definitely feel different but i assume it will take awhile for me to notice. we did go to jordan’s party today though which in the past walking up the driveway i would have been getting very nervous. i was absolutely fine even walked up and talked to tyler’s girlfriend whom i barely know.
i am seriously looking...
August 2009
2 posts
lift your anchor then just float astray....
was wayyy too paranoid tonight ugh.
wayyyyy to stressed out over something that has nothing to do with me.
my right side mirror got cracked today and idk if a rock did it or if someone did it. poor mr. krabs :(
afraid to move in to school. i have no idea who my roommate is and have had zero contact with her. this sucks. they clearly dont understand how much stress this is.
finally getting help...
i’m supposed to be on vacation right now.
katie’s car died on the jersey turnpike and now i’m home.
and upset.
what a shitty summer/life. haha.
July 2009
2 posts
ps
i really want to be a hooter’s girl!
bahstannn
went to boston/allston yesterday for cave in. they were really good. stupid bar drew x’s on my hands because i was underage haha. but it was fun even though it ultimately made me realize i will never live my dreams of living in any awesome city. sucksssss. also probably going to baltimore the 21st-23rd with katie. never been there either.
my long lost pen pal emily added me on facebook and...
June 2009
2 posts
my dreamssss
had a dream al was alive. it was great. miss you, love you. RIP 12/13/07.
i hate you for all of this. i can’t believe everything you’ve done. i can’t believe you don’t care. goodbye. UGH.
May 2009
4 posts
tomorrow i have 3 finals and then my summer vacation officially starts yay! hopefully it will feel more like summer haha. also i just did my degree evaluation and after next semester i will be done with all of my general requirements except 1 non-lab science. so as long as i get in to the social work program i’ll be good.
semester is over in like t minus 12 days. can’t fucking wait. i really need to get things together for finals though including doing my part for a group project and reading two books for history. awesome. also finishing my dcf hours this week.
i just got a new phone saturday which i fucking love, samsung rant. purple and cute. everything it does amazes me haha i’m so easily amused.
...
well i tryed out for the dance team tonight and i didn’t make it. i really wasn’t expecting too though because i haven’t danced in four years which is forever. the coaches did say that i was one of the only girls smiling and enthusiastic so that’s good i’m glad they liked that. my plan is to just work on stuff again and get back into everything again. then there are...
i think i may finally have my other half back.
April 2009
13 posts
yessss
i was in a weird bad mood all day until right now because i am listening to horrible 80’s hair metal annnnnd twisted sister just came on. fixed everything haha.
today was my last day of tanning :(
tomorrow = 4 years of lovin teddy. and it’s gonna rain which ruined my coney island idea. i think we’re going to see 3eb @ UNH. whatev’s man i could go for that.
i feel like i...
waited since like november for it to be this gorgeous out. so happy :)
accidentally ruined my favorite cup yesterday though because i put nail polish remover in it and i didn’t know that it ate plastic. oops.
my sister’s getting a new car tomorrow and she’s gonna come up wednesday probably and show me because i am so excited!
4 year anniversary friday. :)
i could do anything...
four twenty.
i hate this day. i hate that it’s a day people get excited for and i dread it. i can’t believe it’s been two whole years. it feels like it was just yesterday and i can still remember the whole weekend. and that whole april “vacation” that wasn’t much of a vacation at all. anyway.. Rest In Peace Kamil + Jen. 4.20.07
say hello to heaven…..
four fourteen
yesterday nicole came up and we had a grand time. she left early this morning. then i didn’t go to spanish cause i’m dumb. today is the most depressing day i don’t even know why. i just feel awful. i went tanning even and i still don’t feel better. i would really just like to sleep the rest of the day away. actually scratch that, how about the rest of the week. sounds good.
i am being tested. and i’m not passing haha. my anxiety’s getting so bad because of all this drama. i’ve basically been having an anxiety/panic attack since last night. as long as i make it through the rest of today everything will be alright at least for the weekend. cause this weekend’s all about seeing people and having fun and not caring about high school bullshit. also...
wednesday
pretty excellent day i would say. i got out of bed so that’s a plus haha went to breakfast and studies for my soc test. history was pretty interesting and i got my midterm back annnnd i got a 95 on that shit. AWESOME. then i went out an investigation at dcf which was great. i definitely would love being an investigator. so fast paced and awesome. then i had my soc test at four which i...
ugh tuesday
tuesday’s sucks always. i have spanish in the am and it was so hard to get out of bed this morning i really don’t know why. then i have this nice break but in a few minutes i need to study statistics. then i have statistics at 3:30 and it is really hard and really boring. i just need to pass but it’s becoming a serious challenge. anyway that shits over at 445 then i have my...
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i just got this thing today and yeah who knows if i’ll actually use it. i’m mad impulsive when it comes to internet things like journals and networks and email accounts and such. it’s raining so much and i really hate it. it’s my very first friday night in new britain and yeah i’m excited. it was a much more relaxing afternoon knowing that i wouldnt have to lug all my...