nonsense

tonight i made a playlist on grooveshark titled “high school” full of brand new and taking back sunday. tomorrow morning i’m having breakfast with sarah at panera and i have a free coffee or smoothie. monday i start my senior internship and senior year of college. weird!!

justin: Type in the word into your itunes. First song to come up, write down.

everydaymisconceptions:

…

happy: “beat down in the key of happy” - four year strong

sad: “palisade” - blacklisted

love: “love song” - blood for blood

hate: “some kind of hate” - blood for blood

light: “a blight of mental health” - ceremony

dark: nothing popped up lol

good: “a little bit…

i’m bored. this looked fun. here’s mine:

happy: ashanti - happy ( lol that is quite old.)

sad: metallica - sad but true (lmao)

love: a.f.i. - love like winter

hate:def lep - when love & hate collide

light: a.f.i. - the killing lights

dark: the darkness - i believe in a thing called love!!!!!

good: better than ezra - good

tonight i attended an AA meeting for a class. fucking loved it and it completely solidified my ambition to work in drug and alcohol recovery.

spring break next week. awesome?

show this thursday at up or on the rocks. fun should be had.

also carrie underwood was awesome. idgaf, i love country. i now love craig morgan. don’t judge!

lmfao. um, when you and i met, your girlfriend was in 2nd grade. aha!

reasons why this week sucks:

1. my nana died. (great grandma)
2. my work is closing on march 31st.
3. my video store is closing.
4. my boyfriend had to work last minute.
5. i’m angry and in a super shitty mood.

fuckkkkkkkkk

ps call me when it’s past your girlfriend’s bedtime/curfew haha

loving the h.i.m. cover of chris issak i don’t wanna fall in love with you

ughhh

after a  shitty weekend filled with a horrible cold and a sprained wrist i had one of my weird episodes again. that was at probably 12 and my lower abs hurt still. cool. idk what’s going on, probably end up going to the doctor tomorrow! yay!

soooo random update/list :

1. end of semester tomorrow/moving out friday
2. back to work at shaw’s
3. make tattoo appt
4. get bangs/haircut
5. get a bar job training (crossing my fingers for dewey’s)

it is unimaginable how much life changes in one single short year. sucks, actually.

im now the proud owner of a pill organzier. i have to take alternating doses of the same medication plus two pills i take at night. yay.

im becoming increasingly annoyed with my roommate. she is so messy and wasting the space of the room. she basically takes over the room. she washes her clothes every fucking night and lets them drip onto the floor. also i think she’s using the soap i put in the bathroom to do so. soap for hands, wtf. im not trying to be culturally insensitive or anything but srsly it’s tough to live with someone who does shit so differently. and it’s tough to live with someone messier than me which i didn’t think was possible. it does not help my anxiety at all to have so much mess and annoyance on a daily basis.

need to figure out this situation asap. i have two plans so just need to figure out which one to use in two months.